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Swimming through the scorched meadows

Sparrow plunges through the rain. Her beak soaked and soaring spirit dampened, she heads for the blades of grass. The rain is forgiving, only if you let yourself get wet. They can't brush off the water from their brows, they can't chase the droplets rolling down their skin. That is how you become caged within. You become an observer, bound to no agent, with no will. Morality fades, like the sparrow buried between the grasses. So if you seek redemption through a frozen mind, let your will be barren and your hands drop 10 kilo meters through the earth. Lose your being and be relieved, let the last things on your mind, whispers and memories and maybe a shard of regret flow through the soils, renounce them. Abandon the suffering of agency and responsibility and let the chorus carry you through heavens unimagined. For your sight shall magnify, and time will start to become shallow and wide. So wide it will encompass everything. So shallow you will crave to dip your toes, but y...

Redefining melancholy

The Great Sea. Of people.  So great that even if we lay on the shoulders of giants, we are part of it. And the giants themselves stumble to map the depths of the crimson trenches. Where fire smolders and bursts out vivid memories, that's the root of the sea.  Ocean hides nightmare that envelops truth. So even if the curtain falls, and its edge falls evenly, dare we look into the currents? Chaos lurks so vapid it seems it has become one with the currents. The only footing you can find for yourself is the fire that consumes you from deep inside, such is the soul, such is where I lie reminiscing about you. Submerged, my heart shouts with ice shards so ethereal. Plunge upwards through the waves, crash into the clouds below the surface and get hit by the space between the air.  Light is for air what the trench fires are for the ocean. An order that faintly manages to grasp mere inches of my chaos. I long for air, but I belong to the sea. Should I let go of the c...